Confused...

I am very confused as to what is going with this so called friend of mine... I can't help but shake the feeling that I'm being ignored... and I really hate that feeling. I'm giving her the benifit of the doubt. I really do hope that I'm wrong, I would hate to see this friendship end... I have decided that I'm not going to text her or @ her on twitter, or anything like that, I wouldn't want to push her or anything... I @ed her today on twitter and she never answered... and she normally does answer me... so I don't know.... Look at me, I'm 19 years old and I sound like needy child... heres to growing up.

Disrespectful!

Two blogs in one night... I know I'm crazy. But I have to do this. What My friend did that pissed me off in the first place, before blowing me off, was getting kicked out of Michael Jackson's movie This Is It, because her and her friends were being too loud. How fucking disrespectful is that? I could not believe that she would do something like that and find it funny! The other people who were there, were there to pay homage to a man who had passed and they were fans. Those hooligans had no right to go in there and disrespect those people by being so loud that they had to be kicked out... they should be ashamed of themselves!

Betrayed?

So here's the thing, I really have some trust issues with people.... I have been screwed over by so many "friends" that I don't even feel like getting into it right now. But I HATE when I have a friend that I finally think I can trust and then they screw me over! I was supposed to go to the movies with someone on Sunday and I was really looking forward to it, and of course she spends all of her money hanging out with friends the night before and behaving really recklessly. So of course after having such a "Fun" night with her "Crew" something mysterious happens with her father and all of a sudden she can't make it... yeah right. Do you have any idea how many times that has happened to me? And when was she planning on telling me this? the only reason she brought it up was because I did! She always does that!! I feel like I'm losing her... I'm really tired of having friends that don't care about me... and what she did that disappointed me in the first place is a whooole other blog... I just needed to get this out...

Happy Tues.

Happy Tues everyone. This is my favorite day of the week because I can sit at Barns & Noble and just relax on my computer while I wait for the buss. This past week was a blurr... I got drunk for the first time about Two weeks ago I think... I'm in no rush to do that again... It was strange... Like I was drunk... but I still had some common sence. I didn't have much of a hangover when I woke up that moring. However I do remember comming out to my best friend that I'm Bisexual... I don't think she remembers.... or maybe she does but wants to forget? I have no feelings for her.. I hope she doesn't think that.... Shes like a sister to me... IDK... I'll have to bring it up to her some other time and get things straight... so to speek hahaha

What Do I Do?

Sitting here watiching Desprate Housewives and wondering how the heck do I follow other people? I want to follow other people's blogs and get in the swing of things but I have no Idea how!! Someone help!

Hello... and Goodnight...

Hello everyone in Blogger.com, I appoliogize for starting a blog so late, considering I have to study then go to bed. But I just wanted to say hello... and then good night :-)